Short poetry for next (personal) music project
Nothing too serious, I just love how it turns out. Maybe if I am lucky, I will write the chords together with my wedding gift song(s) for my friends tonight. But gosh, I think I am being way too optimistic :p

Chest pain

I probably lied to you when I said I won’t wait for you
And I probably was in denial when I claimed I was taken

But these things I know for sure
How I keep failing in love with you
How you used me to fill your temporary blank pages
And how I despise your presence just to feel the pain in my chest

You, I love; but I don’t like you
And I, I refuse to be addicted to you